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2012-02-19T17:37:00.004+08:00

17th Feb

Went for training at SengKang CC in the afternoon but i had to rush home to bathe and meet up with my awesome pri.sch mates after so longgggg!All thanks to our great organiser JOEY! Lovely girl.
Dinner at Ajisen and drinks at Starbucks afterwards.Reached home around 12am.but Yeahhh! Caught up with every awesome soul there.Miss every single one of you! XOXO

Lol.I know.Crappy hair in that pic.Haizzzz..
That's why i went for a haircut on saturday night !Cut off like 2.5 inches of my hair which is a lot alr! But i thought it wasn't enough.

Seee..It's still rather long right?
Anyways, my New specs! hahaha.
No luh,Not exactly.I still have to put on contacts to have it on.Lol

Plans for this week is to attend all the trainings ! I must start training hard for my upcoming Safra competition! (Y)

Toodles!:D

Shopaholics

2012-02-15T20:58:00.005+08:00

Accompanied Reb to Arab street for some fabric hunting!The fabrics are so so so so pretty! There was this purple golden kinda thing,arghhhh Damn!! But Im not intending to sew anything soon if not i would definitely get them! Omg!
Yeah,so we went to arab street as she wanted to get some fabrics to sew something for her sis 21st :)

Headed to

Just wanted to take a quick look at the clothes there.I was starving so couldn't stay for long!

Pastamania has been Reb and I kinda thing???I dont know if you get what i mean.We just always go to pastamania when we are tgt .And we both don't understand why some just don't like it there.

While waiting for the rain to stop,thank god it was a quick one.

On the bus to City plaza.

Our hands were filled with shopping bags,like seriously!

But when we were there,R bought a bag for her sister and the kind shop auntie offered to take care of our loots while we continued shopping around.Saved our asses!Hahah! R was complaining that her hands were aching.Tsktsktsktsk!

Haizzz..Goodness me! I like shop how many times a week siah.What is this life?Hahahaha.

Umpire work tmr! It's the Finalssssss for the schools !(Y)

oh......

shit,its my last day tmr,(T.T) i need to find new source alr...

11 feb - World Happy Day!!!!:D

2012-02-14T20:05:00.005+08:00

Last saturday was WORLD HAPPY DAY!!!
Was shopping at Orchard with my cousin when we were stopped and asked to donate a smile ! I wasn't listen carefully to what was the donation for.I was so puzzled about donating a smile.I was thinking "who was i supposed to smile to?" hahaha! jokes!
Then... SNAP!!!
Uhhh...then i figured that they were collecting pictures of smiles!!!
In return,we were given Nescafe instant coffee and a red balloon :DDDD

HAHA! The balloon gave me a reason to cam-whore. lolololololol !

I changed my hair parting and now my fringe is on the left.It's gonna stay this way for the time being.

Walking around with that balloon was extremely inconvenient ! You know you wanna shop,and the balloon was making things difficult for us! So,we ended up releasing the air inside and threw the sticks away. YAY! Smart people.

Anywaysssssss,
ITS VALENTINE'S DAY TODAY!
Have you got a valentine? *giggles giggles*
Cause i got mine :DDD AHHHHHH! EXCITED! 14th FEB 2012 is the date!:D HEHEHEHEHE!

Well,
Hope you guys have an AWESOME AWESOME day with your loved ones today.It's fine if you didn't,it's just another Tuesday!Singles are amazinggggg:D

SPREAD THE LOVEEEEEEE~~~~~~~
*inserting many many many many hearts today*<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Mye dearrr girrrllll

2012-02-10T19:32:00.004+08:00

STUPID BAD HAIR DAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

<3<3<3 my crotchet toms!

Finally got to meet up with REBBBBBBBBBB <3333333 !

I went over to meet her after her work @ Plaza Sing ytd. We had dinner at swensons as she was craving for it! Went walking around before settling for early dinner and we had H2HT as usual over dinner :DD Gosh,freaking miss talking to youuuu dear!

Shopping after dinner.We got like 2 of the same bags! HAHAHA! We both have a few similar things. 3 identical bags and an identical top we both saw online seperately. We both have such similar taste! BFF .Heh!

Hmm..What's up tmr? My cousin texted me like 1+ am last night to ask me out for some shopping tmr! OMG.hahaha!Thank God im earning if not i must have been so broke!Seriously.

So shopping tmr again! Take it as its my therapy.My days haven't been exactly good.Such gloomy days,gloomy face,gloomy attitude to everyone who piss me off.lol.

Toodles.

2012-02-07T23:48:00.009+08:00

Went back school for training today,felt so good to see everybody training so hard for the ongoing East zone competitions!
OHyeah ! HAHA! Our c girls have a really cute cheer. It's like some korean version cheer.
When i was umpiring,i heard something that goes like " Ngee ann C girls! Fighting!" its smthing like that.Danggg..they are so cutee. Couldn't help but smile.

Anyways,
Dinner @ Oscar's Conrad Contennial
Just came back from a buffet dinner with my family @ Oscar's.
I'm beyond fulllll !

Sorry.i know the ipod camera suck,the lighting suck,the picture also turn out suckish,but oh well....

I forgot what's this dish

Some indian food

Biscuits and cereals

Chocolates<3

Some ice creams...

The noodle bar

Desertss

Had seafooddd! omgosh,it was super seafoody

There were much food to take,but i really gave up on the camera.hahaha!

After dinner,went to walk around millenia walk and headed home.

Did some bands last week..

Here's a new pig plushie given by my bro from Brunei.

He went for some army course there for 9 days and is returning back to camp tmr.

Yupp,am gonna work tmr as an umpire for the Table tennis east zone tornaments!

GO NGEE ANN !

Good night peeps!<3

10 favourites

2012-01-31T11:34:00.004+08:00

Before i leave for work,i'm gonna share 10 of my all-time favourite songs.Like ALL-TIME.

I love love love love everything about these songs!
You guys should love it too:D

The Wanted - Warzone

2012-01-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

The Wanteddddd!!!! :DDDDD

Posting results

2012-01-30T15:03:00.006+08:00

Well,things went a little differently for me this time.
I allowed my dad to pick the 12 choices for me,and i just agree to which ever that appealed to me. Simply because i felt that my dad,with better experiences than me will know better.

So here,i got posted to
Nanyang poly-Fund management and administration.

Things that got to do with funds and investment.
Im super perfectly fine with this course.Just that the travelling time to school would be...wow!Hahaha.
But i've read somewhere that it is the only poly with this course.But im sure other polys have courses that are related.

Knowing some of the posting results,it seems like nobody is going into the same course as me.hmm..

I hope you guys are satisfied with your result too :D

LNY!

2012-01-26T21:07:00.013+08:00

Pineapple tartsssssssss
Some cny decorations at home:

Nails for the new year!

CNY DAY 1

Polaroids

tipping toe when taking this pic with brother.omg!

Is this joyvis or lurvis?TOO ALIKE!

CNY DAY 2

Headed to my baby sitter's hse.

Charlotte<3

OTW to paternal grandma's hse in the car with brother.

@ maternal grandma's hse:

4 years old JOYVIS:D

Amanda and i got toooo boreddd....

Melted chocolate ice cream..still taste good:D

CNY DAY 3

Oops,no pics on day 3.HAHAHA.Forgot.lolol

Went Changi city point with parents to take a look in the new mall.Had dinner with them and left early to catch a 6.40pm "We not naughty" movie with kiahng.
The movie was okay,like soso.But it didnt fail to make me tear.Damn it,i was controlling controlling controlling so hard!!! but still one tear dropped.aiya,but one tear only.i think if i were at home,sure teared a few more.HaHaha Went mc cafe after the show.Played with his phone while he TRY to get his work done...
Got home around 11pm and headed to bed awhile after that cause i didn't feel like doing anything.

After kiahng tried the evian mineral water that I bought he claimed that its disgusting (*angryangryangryangry) but so did my brother.ihaventtriedit...
Dang..Is it really disgusting?
But whatever!

2012-01-23T11:41:00.002+08:00

Been some time since I blogged, but I'm updating more on tumblr. It's so much easier there:)

Anyways,

HAPPY CNY !!!!!!

Had reunion dinner ytd and I was beyond full! Abalone:D wakakakak! How was your reunion dinner?

Its the first day of lny and I ll be going visiting in a few hours time! Gonna bathe and get ready!

See you! Hope you guys get many $$$:)

2012-01-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

www.shadesofveils.tumblr.com

Is my newly created tumblr so now i have 2 accounts.I've been using tumblr for a few years already and always thought
that it is an awesome website. Been wanting to share with you some tumblr pictures and quotes but it's kinda troublesome to
Y'know transfer it here. Sooooo... If you guys are bored, you can visit my tumblr or follow me if you wish.

2012-01-15T18:35:00.007+08:00

CNY is coming in a week!!

Saturday

Did some cny shopping with brother around tampines in the afternoon and there was really nothing much around.Hmmm..or maybe most just didn't suit my bro.Ohwell. idk.
And I haven't gotten my stuffs too.But No fear,there's one more week to go!
And i still haven't gotten my pay.i wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.seriously T.T

Then went to AMK to find dear M&M mascot but was too late! HAHAHA! Kh ended work 1 hour earlier,thought i was early and yeah,late again.hahhaha

Anyway,It was my first time going to AMK hub so i was feeling so lost there,just followed the crowd and ended up at the right place.Smart girl:D
Walked around amk hub,in the mean time deciding where to eat.
"If you don't feel like eating,thennnnnnnnnnnn............... find a place to eat lor."
i was like uh?.HAHAHAHA!Crap siah this guy.
We settled for Newyorknewyork.
After that i took straight bus back to tampines inter to meet my brother to walk home tgt.
While he took straight bus back to kembangan.

Reached home around 11pm + and watched The Enchanted.
I know it came out quite long ago but i didn't get to catch it.
The show is damn nice! If you are one who like musical fairytale kinda show,then i think you will like it.Just like meeeee!:D

Sunday

My mum tried waking me up by punching me at 8am in the morning! Omg,just to go to the market with her and my aunts.
So Throughout the whole morning i was just like uhm,uh,okay,orh,anything.

Tired ah!Omg,Who wakes up at 8am during the hols? Okay,maybe some of you,but i'm not used to it.

Went home to get myself ready to attend a Malay wedding somewhere in Pasir ris.I always thought that the ladies bajus are damn pretty!Just hanged around,had some food,watched the ceremony before leaving for IKEA.

YAY!Love ikea,everything about ikea!Because i've been to ikea for many many times during the hols already so there really wasn't much to buy.In the end,i just got some boxes for some home orgainising and my mum got this plant called pussy willow? erryeah. for cny and some other plant?no, its a thing.Okay,it's just a fake white long curly thing you put inside a vase for decoration purposes.

Yeah,so now im home.Gonna accompany my mum to some place and then send my bro back to Safti camp later on.Tireddddddd..

Bye guys!<3

Oh,anyway i've submitted my JAE 12 choices application and i'm really set on going to a poly!(Y)I think being in a JC will kill mee.Like seriously,if i forced myself in there,i would die harddddd.HARD.

2012-01-14T11:48:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,I decided to do this quiz since i've been lacking some updates.
This quiz really made me thought alottt!Here we go!

1.How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
18 maybe?

2.Which is worse, failing or never trying?
To me,its failing.Like all along.It's just me.But i guess i need to learn to try.

3.If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
Most of the time,circumstances just dont allow us.

4.When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Hopefully not. I’m working furiously to Act more instead of analyzing everything.

5.What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?Idk.but i would love to change myself.

6.If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
I'll be a dancer.

7.Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
Im not sure. I think i'm starting to do what i believe in.

8.If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
OMG.Too short!Hahaha! I would do many many things. I'll risk it all.

9.To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
I always try to control my life as much as i can.Well,at least i try to take full responsibility.

10.Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
Erm...it sound the same to me.This is hard.I think I'm more worried about doing the right things.
The right things may not be right to you.You do things right because it just looks right to you?
Geddit geddit?No? okay.move on.

11.You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
Let's say if i admired them for certain qualities they possessed ,i ll still admire them for that. But I'll lose all respect for them.They're just as distasteful.

12.If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
Be courageous

13.Would you break the law to save a loved one?
YES! i will sacrifice for the one i love.

14.Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
No.But i would love to see that.

15.What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
O.o I don't really know how to explain this.Maybe just act differently to certain circumstances?

16.How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
Hahahaha! Different things make different people happy.

17.What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
There are many things i wanna do and it's impossible to just name one.Reality is holding me back

18.Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

19.If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
!!!!!! i would love to move!!!!!!!Maybe switzerland or smth????I want a carefree life and i heard that switzerland is really beautiful.

20.Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster? Haha.Normally i push it only once.It depends if my hands are itchy that day.
Nope,who would believe that it makes the elevator moves faster.

21.Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? Joyful simpleton.

22.Why are you, you?
I asked my mum this question before!I think it's something i could never figure out so i gave up.
The best answer i can give is i am me,me because of the different experiences i've been through.
OR i'm just born this way.(haha!)

23.Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend? I hope so.

24.Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you? Why would you lose touch with a friend that lives near you?
A good friend moving away. Idk,it just happens

25.What are you most grateful for? I am greatful for the people i've met.

26.Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
Lose the old ones!! How can we not make new ones!!Making new memories give you the ability to do things differently and more perfectly:D

27.Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first? Hmmmm... no

28.Has your greatest fear ever come true? I don’t really have a greatest fear.Okay,maybe i've not figure out what is it.

29.Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
When i was p6?That period was one of the most awesome part of my life.

30.What are you listening to right now?
Hero-Mariah carey

31.At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? hmmm..i think i can't deny that it was maybe a year or so ago.But it doesn't matter at all now.As long as i continue to feel alive.

32.If not now, then when?
I dont know.

33.If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? I dont know!I always tell myself that there is nothing to lose,but i always feel that i have everything to lose!Hahah!

34.Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever? Yes.

35.Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
Idk.Maybe they didn't learn from the religion they're in.

36.Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
Yes i think.If the intention of the act is to do people good,then it's good.

37.If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job? HAHA! depend on the job i'm in.If it's some crappy crappy job,of course i would.I'll put the million dollars into good use.One of them may be migrating?

38.Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
More work I enjoy doing!The source of happiness.

39.Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? No.

40.When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in? I’m going through that phase of my life right now.

41.If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today? That's crazy!I would try my best to visit every single one.Omg,this will be too much for me to take.i think i'll be dead mentally.

42.Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous? Famous,nope.
If being extremely attractive allow me to be happy so much more,then yes.It's about how you enjoy the time you are given and not the length of time.
60 years of living in happines beats 50 years of living in agony.hahahahahah!

43.What is the difference between being alive and truly living? Being alive is just existing. We are all alive.But who is actually truly living in their life?

44.When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right? Soon.

45.If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
Because mistakes cause hurt! And nobody like to feel hurt so people rather escape than making one.But it's only after we get over the hurt period,then we feel that that mistake was right to be made.

46.What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you? I'll do whatever i want at anytime.

47.When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?Right after I read this question

48.What do you love? My life. Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love? Yes,I've been saying that i love my life.

49.In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?I don't think i ll remember.But i have it all written down so yeah.

50.Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
Most of the time,i make decisions myself.I'll let others do it if i seriously lack the experience to solve this shit.

2012-01-10T16:20:00.003+08:00

My recent art pieces!

There's supposed to be a string attached to it,but i took the picture before adding the string sooo..no strings attached in the picture.LOL.

A reminder to Live my life.

Some Art materials :

Make a quick trip to art friend @ ngee ann city last night since my mum wants to go shopping with my aunts.

Bought this cardboard letters.

And bought this idk what the heck you call this (below) at some bookstore:

Souvenirs again!
Amanda went to cambodia and bought me a pencil case:D LOVE

The moment i saw this pair of crochet toms on tumblr,i knew i need to have it.But i didnt managed to get it online.

But you guys have been so awesome to get me this pair of crochet toms as my belated birthday presents!

Thank you!!! and <3 for everyone of you that contributedddd! :DDD

Prettyprettyprettyprettyprettypretty~~~~~

Lastly,

White ink!Another pretty thingggg~O.O

Hahahaha.no lah! Not about that.

Just a message to my dear friends who didn't do well for the o levels.I didn't do exactly well too.I'm like neither here nor there.

but oh well,i just feel that we all must have courage to face whatever obstacles in life!So don't remain down,life must continue to be good!And it will be.I dont care if you call this denial or whatever,i think this is being positive.

We are all cut out for different purposes.Whatever your decisions are,i believe that you will excel.

You people are such nice and talented-in-your-own-ways souls and i think that's enough.You have all my respect for that :)

*Inserting thousands of hearts*

2012-01-07T23:31:00.013+08:00

The Wicked

OMGGGGGG.The show was amazing !!!!! Damn damn damn damn good!

Standing ovationnnn siah!That is the best musical play i've ever watched!

Okay,it's better than Swan lake on ice i feel!

Soooo...

You guys should totally catch it if you haven't!!!!!

Cold Rock@ Marina Bay Sands

Cold Rock was playing all our childhood songs and we were like"can we go only after this song??"

Then after the song ended,another song played "omggg..after this song?"

Song ended."i think we better go!"

Lollolol

On the Trishaw:

Omg,speaking of the trishaw!Freaking scammmm!

We wanted to walk from raffles city to lao pa sha but didnt know the way so we asked the trishaw uncle for directions.

He said in chinese,"You all wanna walk there ah?Too far lah!Come come!I take you there." (SO NICE!)

Edward asked about the cost.But the trishaw old man didnt reply and just gave some hand sign-dont have to worry.

So we all went up.The trishaw was too small to contain 3 of us but we just squeezed.We were like "Are you serious??Dont want lah.too heavy siah!Omg,really?okay ah!"

So he fetched us there.I swear in the beginning he was riding damn slowly cause we were damn heavy for him.Three kids siah!(O.O)We were all pitying him man!

Then the ride got better after awhile,the breeze on the road was amazing:)

When we reached there,i asked in chinese" how much is it?"

" $20 each.$20+$20+$20.Total $60"

I looked at him and gave the huh? face,wanted to tell him"Are you kidding me?"(HAHA.omgggg!Almost died siah!)
Then i realised he wasn't at all kidding........-.-Bomb us siah seriously!

So we paid larrrrrrrrrrr.

Then we were all super heartpain but we decided to look on the brighter side.*Sun rising*(LOL)

WE HAD FUN and WE HAVE NEVER TOOK TRISHAW RIDE IN SINGAPORE!

Soo lets just forget it ah.

You see this picture we all looking fine but our hearts were crying man.hahahhaah!!

Okay whatever!FOOD TIME!

Lao pa sha:

Had cockles and satays!

What a day!!<3

2012-01-04T21:53:00.012+08:00

;Day out with Franda

Met franda in the afternoon and took a train to plaza sing.
We wanted to get some dye to try tie dye-ing so we headed to spotlight!Didnt managed to get what we intended but end up having fun we things we spotted ;)

Lunch @ ljs.

The body shop is on sales! Franda needed to help her mum get some products.Spent some time there because heading to ART FRIEND @ Ngee Ann City.
Lol!Took the wrong train from dhoby back to cityhall-.-OMG.Second time for me.....
but but its not any of our faults! we were chatting! :D

Got to orchard finally> Art friend> Home,for me.

Some pics below;) :

A belated birthday card from franda<3

Franda and I each applied for art friend's membership card!
Woooo! I think i will be going there very oftennnn:D

Dye to tie-dye shirts:)

Some buys today:

Scrap papers:)

Can't wait to get them all well decorated !

Oh!In the end we both didnt get any dyes but got some other art stuffs to do instead.hehehhehe!

Damn...im excitedddddddd!LOLOL.

Getting so artsy during the holidays.

Franda Ng,we shall tie-dye another time!

Anywayyyyy,results will be out on the 9th of jan!Im not exactly afraid but how i wish i dont ever have to take it.:(

Nightttttt friends!<3

2012-01-03T20:50:00.005+08:00

;First day of school

Went back to school this morning with Rebecca and Thaha to visit some juniors and teachers!
We went in at about 10.30am and told the security guard that we were late.LOL.He then led us to the general office and asked the dm(s) out.
Hahaha!
Mr Hazmi came out and was shocked to see us.
He went "Detention ah detention! " Laughs.
Sat in for recess and toured the school for a little while before heading to IKEA with Reb and her mum.
Was in a rush so didnt spend much time in there.

I intended to take a shuttle bus from ikea back to tamp interchange but stupidly went up the shuttle bus which ended up sending me to bedok interchange -.-
Omg,so dumb! Too blur i swear!:(
So i had to take train back to tampines again and bus-ed home.
Lucky i had like the whole day to spend so it wouldnt matter even if the bus sent me to jurong.

Looking like a student attending school again!
Anywayssss,

Got a pure white 2012 journal from Raffles city few days back!

Went to smiggle,muji and NBC at bugis but couldn't find anything i like! :(

Some souvenirs from my dear friends!

Liyana got me a box of chocolates and another purple nail polish for me from europe!:)

The chocs are awesome awesome awesome!

Anddddd Thaha came back from japan not long ago so here are some souvenirs he got for me :D

Apple flavoured kit-kat chocolates!

Chocolates again :P

Couldn't resist and had one just now.Tastes pretty good and different :D

It wasn't easy to get this banner scroll thingi(idk what you call it) ready, zomg! the difficulty level like high siah.Spent quite some time on it.

YAY!I want to go overseas nowwwwww!:DDDD

Good night deariesssss!Gonna meet up with franda<3tmr!

2012-01-03T01:10:00.010+08:00

;New years' day

My last day of work was on 1st jan.Had morning shift on that day and rushed down to reb's house with atikah after work :)

Had much fun camwhoring ;D
Pictures spamzxzxzxzzxzx

woooo! my blue black hair! finally can see some blue in it!

Atikah's parents came to picked her up at around 10pm while i waited for my mum to pick me at 11pm.

Had a girly talk with reb while waiting.I thought everybody in the house could hear our screams.hahaha!

Myee crazieeeeee girrrrlllllssss~ <3

2012-01-03T00:52:00.006+08:00

Handicrafts:

Christmas cards for two of my dears:

Fabric tapes from daiso:

Did some sewing work:

Birthday cards for some of the girls:

Wrapping the christmas presents:

Almost done:D

Final product!:

Some updates:

Im no longer working.I've worked for a month and i resigned not long ago and so naozxzxzxz, im enjoying my holidays fully!The holidays have been good for me,been going out,spending,doing lotsa handicrafts!!

I have christmas and birthday gifts to give out!They are like accumulatinggggggg...

I honestly dont feel like getting my results.hahaah!Reb and i was saying that life should just go on like this,we dont have to take our results!

I think we are all loving this life! hehehhehe! Are you too?

2012!

2012-01-02T18:44:00.010+08:00

2012!
It's a new year!

I think i can conclude that 2011 was an awesome year afterall!
Not too much of roller coaster rides! I get to learn so much year after year and im so thankful for all the moments and experiences i had !
And y'know I believe that 2012 willl be better:D

Here are some pics of some events that took place in 2011!
Many awesome outings and meetups last year but sadly,i dont have many pictures!
But i'll always remember the moments you guys gave me!

Promanade 2011:

Christmas 2011:

The whole clique!:

Having fun with hanis after and during work!:

Shopping day with atikah!:

Movie gathering:

Shopping day!:

Swan lake on ice!:

Atikah goh<3:

Garden's by the bay:

Game on(Carolyn):

My dear girls!:

Karaoke family gathering!:

Bro's pop!:

i love you guys !

2011-12-13T22:05:00.004+08:00

THE WICKED

Guess who's going????!!!! Just booked the tickets on sistic.Man,$125 spent just like that.It must be good,it better be.haha
Tickets are selling so fast,its kinda hard to get good seats now :( The seats i gotten was exactly like where i sat for swan lake on ice,which is not that bad.

I ve been working for like about 2 weeks alr,and im glad to say that it is getting rather enjoyable for me.Getting familiar with everything and I made friends like fazz,iqah,jeeha and yana and recently hanis joined us.
I was thinking that i should quit my job late this month,but then now i dont feel like quitting anymore,maybe i ll just stay on:)

Yupp,so recently,i got to meet up and catch up with many many lovely friends!
Some came down to visit me and have lunch with me.Next week,atikah will be coming down to meet me during my lunch break.I can't get enough of my friends and it seemed like i dont even have enough time to meet up with all.omg.shiattttttt.....
This week,i only have one pathetic off day which is this thurs which i ll be meeting up with some classmates for dinner.<3

Tmr im working afternoon shift at 12pm to 6pm! actually my working hours are kinda short.so i get to meet some friends before or after work.

And ive been spending so much.shop shop shop and shop!I havent even get my pay and im splurging!I bought some from my working place too.hehehe.
okay.Im going to stop buying clothes until i get my pay!

Im going to make some belated birthday cards now! Bye peeps!

2011-12-10T21:51:00.008+08:00

To be honest,i pretty much love my life now.

Idk,Now,for me,
Nothing else really matters.
No school,no homeworks,no exams,no gossips,no conflicts,no fucked up ppl around.i get to choose who i want in my life.
I got a job now that im starting to enjoy.i earn what i spent.
i meet up with my different group of friends on off days.Im so packed with outings!
Chill,have fun,watch movies,shopping,even chitchatting sessions are perfect.Whatever i do now,i dont really have to think about anyone or anything,i dont want to think.i just do it.
i dont have any fucked up problems in my life anymore because i dont even think of the things that have the ability to ruin my life.I cant be bothered with people who dont appreciate the things i do for them.Whatever people say dont affect me one shit bit.

Now,im so worry-free! i can't ask for more.

Me,my family,my friends.End of story.And they shall be my priorities.

My life should just remain as perfect as it is now.Nobody walking out and nobody walking in.

.....................................................................................

A friend i have not talk to for a long time.And one day i just decided to ask how he was doing in his new life.

Something he said.
"i instantly smile when you talked to me.I dont even care what the reason is.It's just amazing to know i crossed your mind for a second"

These words tugged at my heartstrings..

This is what i call friendship.
I just found out how blessed i actually am.I mean i have so many people loving me around,people that really make me feel treasured and worthy,these are the ones that i have hurt so much and yet have never blamed me for it.People who never ever gave up on me.They dont even ask for anything much or anything in return,and they feel so good just occupying your thoughts for a second.It's crazy.They make me feel a little more,they taught me more about life,they make me figure my thoughts out,they make me feel blissful.They are the ones whom i feel the most apologetic to but yet i have the most respect for.They are the ones i never want to lose.I dont know how they can do it,i dont even feel like i deserve to meet such nice souls.They are so nice that you want to kill yourself.And you dont know why you can mean so much to these people.
And no,im not just talking about one,i met so many of such people.They are my greatest gifts from god.
And they are the people who i should take notice off instead of some others that i was crazily wrong about.

<3

2011-11-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

Im such a horrible mess up person.Why am i filled with so many shitty thoughts without conclusions.i wish everything was different.

I wish i didnt exist.
Kill me now

2011-11-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

“People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head—the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.”
— William H. Woodwell Jr.

Doesn't this happen to me all the single time?

2011-09-23T17:59:00.003+08:00

I dont feel like blogging here anymore for the time being.

You guys are very awesome people still<3

2011-09-19T13:47:00.002+08:00

;I wish i hadn't seen that moment

Why am i so dumb,so stupid,so silly,so foolish,so insecure,so paranoid,so protective,so pathetic,so full of flaws,so imperfect.

2011-09-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

It's late now and I can't get to sleep. Arghhh! I think it was because I had a 2h nap just now. Tmr is teachers day and I should be returning to my pri sch. I miss my pri sch friends and it is very heartening to hear them telling me that they miss me like no tmr.hahaha! IKR!
Yeah, sadly I have to leave them quite early cause I promised to go town with liyana to get some stuffs.Yeap!

Haizzzzz tell me how to get to sleep?? Count sheeps? Close my eyes and challenge myself to not open it? Arghhhh!

P.s I hate to live with this uncertainty that it may just not be me anymore.

2011-08-31T23:41:00.002+08:00

Guess what guess what! IM GOING!!!!!!!!!!I just ordered two tickets from sistic!YAY!
This Saturday,7.30pm show at Marina Bay Sands Grand Theatre!
Im damn damn damn exciteddddddddddddd!!!Hahahaha!Been longgggg..soo longggg!I have been watching from youtube and it wasnt satisfying enough!
I know its gonna be goooooooooooooooood! :DDD

2011-08-29T23:57:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri !!!!!

Omgggg! I'm damn excited now! I want to go The Imperial Ice Stars: Swan Lake On Ice!!!!
Haha! You know I ve always been into such performances like dance,ice skating and musical performances! So I definitely don't want to give this a miss! I went for ballet under the stars two years back and missed the cinderella on ice last year! I can't miss this! Omggg! I hope my mum allows!!! Please please!

Okay!going to sleep now! Good night world!!!:)

2011-08-27T14:57:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari raya adilfitri in advance!

Hari raya never felt cllose to me for many many years until last year!
The fasting month, the preparations and everything about it .
Last year's fasting month made me fast at times too because I ll be out with a few of them, and If I were to eat, I ll be the only one eating. Kinda weird right.i even tried to refrain from showing them food although they all said it's okay. Hahah. I took note of all the breaking fast timings . AndI even went with them to look for Bajus and stuffs like that. I heard about the things they do to prepare, the cleaning.the baking,the prayers at mosque they go sort of on most nights. I even got to go visiting with them in their traditional costume! Hahah, was a damn good new experience for me ! The weird thing is ,I got so used to noticing if the food is halal, If the place we are going serves halal food. That even now, when I go out with a whole big group of people to a particular place to eat, the first thing that comes to my mind was "eh, not halal! "
Then I looked around and realized that I'm with a group of Chineslolled. I had to take some time to adjust back..
Unfortunately, it was just once that I was allowed to feel hari raya that close.
In a blink of an eye, it has been a year and this year, all seemed so far away from me. Like really far away.. Although I still take note of the breaking fast time, I actually don't have to anymore. No need for anymore elaboration, just don't have to anymore.hmmm...aiya! Whatever whatever whatever!idk lah.

I'm sitting on my couch, blogging with my itouch now.
Okay, so sorry for not blogging frequently these few weeks. I ve been busy with my studies and yeah, all sort of nonsense. I'm in the midst of the Prelims. Time passes damn fast. Graduation is around the corner . I'm gonna miss my friends and miss life in Ngee Ann. Idk, but I have like a mixed feelings about graduation.Hahah. Oh well.
I'm looking forward to the next two weeks because next week, I only have one day of normal school lessons and the following week will be the september holidays! Yeahaaaa! I have to mug but at the same time enjoy myself. You know, I don't wana drive myself nuts. Hahaha
2 more mths to the o s! Can't wait for it to be done! Im still very unprepared for it. Arghhhh. Haiya, idk lah.
Notice I've got a lot of Haiya, idk lah!
Hahaha. I think I'm not even sure of myself most of the time.

P.s I need to stop spending. Ohmygod!

See you people!!!! <3

2011-08-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

I love my awesome friends!! I really love you guys very very much!! How you all stood up for me, how you all think differently of me, all the precious memories, all the coincidences and everything! Thank you!! Loves !!!!!! Hehhehehe!

The Script - For The First Time (HD Version)

2011-07-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

2011-07-01T22:11:00.005+08:00

;I want to create a better world of my own

The upcoming movies:Harry potter and transformers is a must for me to catch!!!!Eggcited!

Hey!

Caught Monte Carlo with liy,bet and fel today at tmall !I thought it was okay,nothing really special about it.

I really like Leighton Meester! I need to catch gossip girls after the o levels too!

YES YES !Time needs to find a way to flow faster for the time being!
Actually no,im not prepared for the exams but im prepared for the holidaysss!Okay,shut up.

Anywayssssss,

29th June was my mum's birthday.I bought her perfume after school but i didn't had the time to get the cake so i was so closed to not getting one.
But as i was listening to some music and copy some passage for not bringing my english TYS to school.(some stupid punishment!) around 9.30 pm at night ,i pulled out my earpiece out of a sudden because i thought i should get one. So i just changed and walked to the nearest bakery i can find at 10 pm.Woahhh!The night was awesome as i walked there! Well,but most bakery had already closed!

At last i finally found one,which had birthday cakes left that were too huge!So no choice i got two slices of cake.

And i stupidly lose 5 Bucks on the way home. I cannot believe the extent of my blur-ness.Okay,im generally a very blur person.REALLY BLUR ! (Sorry for using blur,i cant find another word for it)I can walk straight pass a person or right into someone i know without even knowing it.Arghhh..unless the person shout at me.lol!
Yeah.haizzz...

So i walked back and forth attempting to find it.In the end,i just went home because it was getting dark and scary.I was at some open air carpark.Really enjoyed the night breeze though,and it was drizzling slightly which made it much more cooling.What a great night!
Sooooooo,
Happy belated birthday mummy!<3

P.s It's ridiculous how i can be so incredibly wrong about someone

AHMIR - Come Back Official Music Video WORLD PREMIERE

2011-06-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

LAST ONE FOR THE NIGHT!!!!

GOOD NIGHT!!!!
School tmr! Stay happy people!<3

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are (AHMIR cover) Music Video

2011-06-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

Katy Perry Firework (AHMIR Cover) Music Video

2011-06-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

Need You Now Lady Antebellum (Cover)

2011-06-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

OMGGG! LOVE IT LOVE IT!

2011-06-25T02:28:00.001+08:00

I hate the fact that all I can say to many is I'm sorry.

2011-06-19T19:49:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy!
I don't exactly know what to blog about but I feel like blogging.Hahah! Sooo...idk.I ve been reading blogs of close friends of mine and I ve ran out of blogs to read:( how I wish friends can just create blogs and post things for me to read everyday.Hahah! I'm bored.very bored. And I kinda like to know what are my friends think about.Cause sometimes I read their blogs and I discovered some thoughts of theirs and I think it's good to know cause I hate it when I don't know what my friends think about.What i mean is thoughts that are unspoken. I know everybody have thoughts of their own they wanna share or they cannot share.so maybe blogging is an indirect way of conveying a msg,you think so? Yeah,and that's how I get to know my friends better,and maybe show a little care by asking them If theyre okay after reading it?
Yupp.anyways anyways,school s starting tmr.and I'm not sure if I can wake up.hahaha! I hope school's gonna be fine tmr . I know I'm gonna have a long long long day tmr .
Sad face.
See some of you guys in school tmr!
Good nightttyyyyy:)))))))

2011-06-16T19:37:00.010+08:00

Soooo...hello guysssss!how have you all been???Good??

Hmmm.my holidays are coming to an enddd :((( But at the same time,i feel like retuning to school.idkkkkkkk whyyyyyyyy.hahahah!

But i know once school starts,hazy days are coming!Everybody will be so stressed up with the o levels and no more games :( Persevere okayyy?Haizzzz..i really can't wait for o levels to be overrrr!!~~~~~Have i said this before already? I think i did.Oh well, CAUSE I REALLY CANT WAIT! There are many things to do after the exams you know you know!About 4 more months???Im awaiting!!!!

Anyways,i ve been going out very often in this two weeks because of my tuition as you know,2pm to 7pm.Whyy smack right in the middle of the day??!My whole day burnt!So normally,i dont study on tuitions days.I ll wake up at like 12?HAHA.Yeah pig i know.then at night,i ll just slack around the house,watch tv and stuffs.Other days(i think only 2 days per week?)when i really free, i stayed home. Or i ll just go out alone or not,depends. Times when i go out alone,its to study okay?!Yeah,i very much prefer studying alone.Funny,i think i have a thing for starbucks.hahah!I normally appear at the tampines's starbucks.And tomorrow,and tomorrow i'll appear at East point's starbucks.hahha.Really depends which starbucks i wanna go.But i like starbucks! All along. dont you too?

:DYeah,so it was a sum up of my two weeks break.Pretty boring i think,expected it though

:(What to do?Sec 4 whatttt.... :(((

Anways,yesterday we hit orchard.

Far East Plaza >Orchard Ion> 313 @ somerset

Was actually planning to do some shopping.ohmygosh! i ve been shopping quite alot online alr and i still went shopping.tsktsktsk.But wait,hear me out.I didnt get to buy anythingggggg much! I dont know if im supposed to feel happy or not.hahaha! Concluded that i should feel happy causeeee i didnt spend again. yupp,so yeahhh....

Have a good night peepssss!

2011-06-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

Haha. Okay I know it's 1.30am here now but I can't get to sleep so I decided to blog.

oh!I just found out a really amazing thing.
you know I find it kinda funny but interesting that now my blog is being read by anons from different parts of the world that don't know me personally instead of people that know me personally.I know it was because since I abandoned this blog that many many ppl know of 2 years ago,nobody came to visit anymore.And now I'm back and I didn't let anyone know, even my best friend doesn't know that I'm back here blogging.Hahha ! so basically nobody that i know of read this blog. I know many anons just happen to stumble upon my blog, but it's cool to see quite a number of friendly ppl pressing on my blog link and ven commenting so I don't sound like I'm talking to myself.haha! I hope you all find it a nice blog. It's nothing actually I just find it interesting so I raise it here.
oh but friends who know me personally as in my schoolmates or smth, you can actually let me know you happened to visit my blog again and found out that I ve been blogging recently.That would be good!:))))))))

Alright,I'm gonna get some sleep now! See ya friends and strangers!;)

2011-06-09T11:35:00.002+08:00

Omgggg!just woke up! I was stuck in a massive long dream I swear.two of them!hahaha hmmm....what should I do today?? And it's Thursday already...arghhhhh!

Oh yeah! What's with stupid fb?until now i still can't recover my account after my password was changed by some aliens from space!-.-

2011-06-05T17:11:00.002+08:00

Hello everrrryybodyyyy!!~~

So ytd i S-U-R-V-I-V-E-D 5hrs of tuitionnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!YAYYYYYY!
But guess what?Tmr is my second session of 5hrs of tuition :(((
There are a total of 8 sessions. I WANNA CRY.

Okay,after tuition i went toooooo ^saw that poster? Yupp,fleabug at sg flyer with Amanda.And sadly,we bought nothing there at all cause we couldn't find anything nice:( Should havce went to the scape flea or the bugis one. If i had went to the scape one,i would have bumped into many ngee ann people,including rebecca tan. Yupp,but there was a lot of people at the scape flea so thank god i didnt go.hahahaha !

They say,"Women have no sense of direction".
HAHA i guessed its somewhat true. Cause we were trying to get to the sgflyer,so after reaching explanade mrt. i wasn't sure where to go so we ended up taking a longer route there instead of the shortcut...Not because i havent been to the sgflyer by mrt okay! I VE BEEN THERE!
I H-A-V-E B-E-E-N T-H-E-R-E! But i forgot and almost led the wrong way.HAHAHA!
So ytd was a lot of walking!My legs were screamingggggg!

Yupp,so we left the flea about 1 h later and took train back to tamp .Walked around the malls and headed home.
Yupp,and then i went out again at night to my aunt house to get rice dumplingsss!
Oh yeah! The dumpling festival is around the corner. I think it's tmr or sunday.Im not sure actually.Hahah.I've been having lots of dumplings recently.

Anywayssss,my holidays are finally here!!!!
I have two miserable weeks for studying. But still,its okay. At least its still holidays right right right??!!! haha.

Today is sunday and i ve been stuck at home since morning. BOREDD ttmax!
Fortunately,i will be going out later for dinner with my familyyy!:D

Okay.done!
Seeeeeee yaaaaa guysss!
Have a good day todayyyyy <3

2011-06-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

I have tuition from 8am to 1pm tmr:(((((( and it will be the first day of my holidays:(((( and i can't go universal studios with my friends rme:((( I wanna take the rides:((((

Buttttt!!!! Its okay!! I may be going flea tmr!!!:)))
MAY BE!:(((

2011-06-02T21:37:00.004+08:00

Okay.since its the june holidays, I ll try to post more often!:) And I ll be posting more about my day to day life instead of just overviews,provided if I do something interesting on that day. Oh but I ll be spending more time studying sooooo... I may not blog as often but more frequent than other times:D. Yeapp.
Anyway,Im going broke because Ive been spending alot on blogshops:(((((. Okay whatevaaa !okayyyy! Hope you all had an awesome day today!byeeeeeee!!!!<3

p.s Anyway,get to know a person well before you judge.I believe nobody should judge a person based on things they heard or from another person's view

2011-05-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

Tumblr quote:
You will never do anything in this world without courage. It is the greatest quality of the mind next to honor.
— Aristotle (via dailyinspiredthoughts)

A short post!!Prelim 1 is over!!! i didnt do well for it.suckssss! But i ll try harder for the next prelim!

Anyway,caught BEASTLY last friday.Its like modern beauty and the beast.haaha.pretty cool but everything is kind of expecteddd.yupp so nothing much interesting about it.haha!

Tmr is the start of mother tongue intensive week.arghhhh !2 weeks of chinese can kill !i just hope it will be worth it!

Alright!gotta go!School tmr!

SEE YA LOVES!<33

Oh,and why am i having so many viewers coming from fb? hahaha. I thought nobody who know me will come.hmmm... i think i should remove it soon :)

2011-05-06T16:11:00.004+08:00

;Gratitude

Okay,this is sort of gonna be like a thank you post. I ve been wanting to do this since the end of last year. Okay ,I do this every end of a year but I think I didnt do it last year because i didnt know what to thank about last year which i find it quite a joke now so it simply tells you what a pessimist i was.But it's different now.Half a year had past.
Yupp,so recently i ve been feeling a change in me and i think this got to do with the things that happened so here is the post:

I dont know why im doing this but i really want to.I wanna thank god for providing me with so many many different good and bad situations for me to handle.These situations made me realise my mistakes,the things i should have done,the issues i have,the reasons of things that happened,a deeper understanding of people,the feelings people feel,the hurt i unknowingly created to the people around and the hurt that crushed me.It taught me to see the beauty in almost everything now.Beauty in simple things like creating a worthy relationship with people despite the quarrels,a simple act of care and love.i've been using the word beautiful so often now.i think i could cry because of how beautiful many things are. Even hurt is beautiful.When you are hurt,you must have cared.And care is beautiful to me. I dont know how to explain but you get me?And without these good and bad situations happening to me,i wouldn't have reached this stage.Because it's not simply one thing that can changed me to such a person now.I wouldn't say very good,but im improving.It was the combination of everything that was strong enough to tear the walls of stubborn-ness i built,to convince me that i need to change into a better person.To change me into somebody who can finally put my ego aside to try things out and live with no regrets.And whatever the outcome may be,i ll take it and even tear for joy because i was finally able to do that.You can never imagine how stubborn i was.

I want to thank the people around me that cheer me up with the smallest act.Because now i am able to be cheered by little little things.I feel like a mad woman but if you know how im feeling now,everything is just hard to come by.I want to say that i love everybody that i know and had left an impact on me,good or bad,i really want to thank you.No sarcasm here.Just purely a thank you because im starting to see the good in the bad.The memories i've created with people are so beautiful and that is enough to keep me going and put aside negative emotions like anger,injustice and many more.Right now,im gaining satisfaction and gratitude for those creations.

And even strangers,i dont know why but strangers actually play a part in my everyday life.People i meet in the bus,along the road who will just smile at me.Anyways,cause this is a personal thank you post to people i know,i dont think any passer-bys here will bother reading up to this portion but yes,thank you so much for expressing some of your friendliness here and bother reading my posts.

Yupp so a big big thank you people! I really really appreciate it<3

Oh,and I want to thank you for being just who you are when i met you,it allowed me to experience how is it like to meet someone like you.If you have known me better,i have never came so close in contact with somebody different like you and so it was totally a new experience.And although it didnt lasted long,i was so glad that i met you.But because you were so good,i kinda figured out that good things doesnt happen to me so i understand everything that happened now.Hmmm..I kinda sense the amount of hatred you have for me and i dont know how it built up but there's nothing i can do about it.I've figured out so much that it would probably amazed you if we ever get to talk again but Ive got no more expectations of anything.Everything was beautiful to me and i appreciate everything and it will be kept close to my heart although you have probably thrown it down some rubbish chute.yeah.i dont blame you for how you treated me recently.i just want to tell you that I was enchanted to meet you.No kidding.You wont be able to read this,not like i dont know.But i just need to thank you.Really.

P.S Pardon me for my grammar and spelling mistakes :]

2011-04-22T16:45:00.005+08:00

;Sugary Treats

Tempted yet???????So Pretty!

Yes.i am currently feeling hungry for cupcakes!Arghhh...Mouth-watering!

Anyways anyways,i really like it when i see nice comments on my tagboard!They make my day always !Soooo...if you happen to pass by this site,feel free to leave something on my tagboard! :DDDD

Loves!

2011-03-27T19:00:00.004+08:00

Have been watching a number of movies these few months and here are the few i personally like.Although some have lousy plots,kind of no link and not much creativity.But still i enjoyed it very much.I love burlesque the most!!<3

2011-03-26T22:25:00.003+08:00

;Show me the world inside your head

I think it's time for another update!

Hmmm...I am not very fond of this blog because it is boring.Okay,i know i am the one who made it boring but only because this blog is really shallow to me.What i mean is things i post here are only updates of my life one in awhile.It contains those shallow thoughts of mine and things i think i can share out here which is really really little.Hah!
That explains the rare updates.

So yeah.Again,im lost in my train of thoughts.So little to talk about here.

Hmm...i have stopped going for trainings since my coach left.I don't find a purpose to go anymore.And i stopped joining competitions.It just feel like i completely left my racket aside.I can never imagine me giving it up in future,i never thought i would.I dk why,although i've been stuggling if i should for the past few months.But somehow this "break" seem like i will be giving it up forever.I've been doing good but i think it is a wrong route me and my coach is heading.I thought i had a lot a lot of passion of it but it took me years to realise that actually no,it is not as strong as i thought.There's something else i love more and want to go for.But you know that i have never tried going out for anything i want badly.I can't elaborate more here.There is just more to it and it is hard to decide.

Sucks,don't you think so?
I can never make up my mind.Even when i do,i always hold back bacause i don't wanna take risk.I don't wanna fall and screw things up.Take it as i have no courage.Paranoid little freak,i know.That is why i am always stuck at where i am.
Cmon,im sure this happens to many of you?

And my bro just entered NS 3 weeks ago.The atmosphere in the family actually died down quite a lot.I kind of miss him quite a lot but i dont really show it to people.I just don't like it when people know my emotions.My mother probably think that i don't but im used to it,ya know.People who are really important to me always don't think they are although they really really are.I thought they should know.But thats only what I thought you see...

People will normally tell me it's okay.:DDDD

But you know what? It is obviously not okay to me anymore.
Haha.I'm just gonna try harder the next time round.
If you face it too,yeah,then try harder too.It's hard but i guess it would really make a difference

:)

To all the readers who are reading this,i hope you had a great day today:D

Good night loves<3

2011-01-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

;The love strangers share

Here's something awesome i ought to post!

To all strangers out there!

< 33333

2011-01-14T23:11:00.001+08:00

okay.i decided to go mia again.
hahahahaha.i'm so fickleee!

May come back again.This is what i say everytime.but well,i do.hahahaha

2011-01-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

OLE WAS FUN! :D

2011-01-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

;Don't dream of fairytales.They don't exist.

Good night cyber world.I pray that everybody sleep well like every other ordinary night.loves:)

heh..p.s This is not the blogger blogging way.i think i'm slowly turning this blogger into a tumblr look alike unknowingly.hahahaha.

2011-01-11T22:01:00.003+08:00

The supposed-to-be motivational workshop that every sport cca went wasn't exactly very motivational.
Well,i expected it to be something more inspiring to spur the players on actually.
But still,i managed to learn something and i felt that it is so true.

"Your thoughts lead to your words
Your words lead to your actions
Your actions lead to your habits
You habits lead to your character
And your character leads to your destiny"

Competitions are coming in like 1-2 months?
If it was 3 weeks ago,maybe i'll feel more confident.But after not playing for quite some time,i went like"Damnnnnn this shit."
This is my last year in ngee ann hopefully and doing my coach proud is what matters the most to me for this year's competition.

I really really appreciate him for picking me out from the girls's team to train in the guy's team.How i feel is really unexplainable in words.All the effort and time he spent on me on every training sessions.The 5-days per week private training sessions.The 60 pushups in one min,the squarts that make me feel how long one minute can be and other physical trainings.The heartfelt compliments during my matches,the scoldings you gave,the knockings on my head when i do something stupid and the kickings.(I know they are on the way.you kept warning)
Yes,i wont deny that the 5-days per week private training sessions during the holidays literally killed me.You were right.i didn't expect it to be so tough.I didn't expect you to change into a different coach that would scold me no brains when i kept repeating my mistakes.It did shocked me. I didn't expect it to be so stressful.Sad to say,it was kinda the hardest moment of the year.I can cry hard because of the stress from trainings and everything else.It's like a combination.hahahaha.

But know what?i dont care how i'm treated by you.You can scold me no brains,worthless,stupid or anything else when i'm so stubborn with my actions.You can make me do pushups everyday.You can kick me for all you want.You told me that i'm the lucky one and the unlucky one.But one thing for sure i know,you saw something in me and you never lose faith in me <3

I seriously hate it when someone loses faith in me.

2011-01-07T20:01:00.003+08:00

Have you ever tried questioning yourself this?

I was just looking back at a few of my posts in tumblr and happen to see this again.I feel that this is one thing maybe i can talk about here because i realise that we always love to wonder to ourselves.What do people think about me?What do people love and hate about me?

We all know ourselves best.We all have strengths that nobody knows except ourselves and we feel really good about it.But we all also have issues that nobody knows which left us completely fucked up most of the time.We feel superior at times but also inferior.Do you realise that we often only question ourselves "why would anyone like me,i think i'm not that good actually" ,instead of the opposite.This is weird but i guess this is just human nature.But is also because of this,that you see many people getting upset about their life,starting to hate themselves,and keeping a distance from everyone.
I think this question is best for people who are so full of themselves and treat others like trash without caring about others thoughts and feelings to reflect on.Don't you think so?
Nobody like to be treated like trash.So maybe,just maybe, if they reflect on this,they would change for the better!And if everyone turn over a new leaf,everyone will be happier!The world would be much more loved instead of hearing people complaining about how ugly this world is!How great would that be?(YYYYYYYYYYYYY)
Oh well,i'm in another dreamy world of mine.Hahahahaha.That always happen to me and i hate it.It's like DREAM today and face REALITY tomorrow.
But WTH.That would obviously not happen!Since when will the world become so nice??But even if it will never be,trust life a little bit.There are many beautiful things in this world if you actually realise.

Sad to say that this question in the picture above will also leave people feeling more inferior.Especially for those who are always feeling inferior about themselves,in any manner.So if you are one who gets to read this post,don't get too affected by it.
But if you think and treat everyone the best you can,which im saying even the people who are meaningless to you(like strangers too), then you won't have to worry much! Hahaha.If you are one of those i just mentioned, then i think you are one great person.Really.<3

2011-01-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

;Beautiful things stand alone

I just return home and i have lotsa homeworks to complete today.And still here i am,blogging.
Just felt like it.Posting all the irrelavant stuffs! hahahaha.

Idk why i love blogging here:) (Y)

2011-01-05T21:05:00.003+08:00

Everybody should do this sometime.Maybe we all need to be a little more generous with our compliments :D

2010-12-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

2011 is here!!!

I guess this is the best place to post what i wanna say to my friends since this blog used to be active.So if you are or were part of my life,this is for you.

"Today is the start of 2011.I know that many of you find 2010 a shitty year.2011 will be better for everyone of us.If it doesn't,i really really hope that the experiences you gained in 2010 will bring you smoothly through another hard year.I just wanna say that i appreciate you for being in my life.I dont regret knowing anyone of you because you play a part in making me who i am today and i am really grateful for it.Those experiences you gave me,good or bad,taught me so much more than you expect.All the happiness you guys left me will remain in my memory as long as it can be.You people mean a lot to me although i dont show it or i dont say.It doesn't matter if i mean peanuts to you.Lastly,i'm sorry if i have ever done anything wrong to you or unknowingly hurt you with my words or actions.Just know that i love you guysssss!HAPPY NEW YEAR! and have a good year aheaddddd!!<3 xoxo"

A short short summary

2010-12-11T21:07:00.003+08:00

Omgg!i freaking miss being here!

So i decided to post a post here.Will anyone even read this???Since i have been gone for so so so so so so long?hahahahah.Doesn't matter.

And nope, i'm not shifting back here.I still prefer my private blog where very few very few people i know,knows.About two?.The rest are all foreign people.Hmmm.sometimes i even wish nobody will read that.But oh well...Fine i guess.

October,november,december...

These few months weren't exactly good for many of my friends and myself too?People faces troubles,sadness,loneliness,break ups...what more?
hAizzz..saddening,aren't they?
Hearing them from my friends really made me sad.
Worst,watching them cry infront of you.Not knowing what to do and your tears just flows down too.Cause it hurts so much to see them break down because of what life have presented to them.Those problems you've heard,sounded so familiar,because it was what you've been through.It sucks to watch people going through the same things you've been through.

Sometimes i wonder,

Do we expect too much ?Till it becomes a pressure to the people around us?Why are our route planned this way for us?Why can't we pursue our dreams?Why do people lose faith in you?Or are we too naive to think that everything goes perfectly well,according to our own will?

You see.We have so many questions in our head.Coming this far,i've learnt that there are actually no answers to this question.But this doesn't keep us from thinking,questioning..But we must not be stupid enough to search for answers to these questions.Because one day you will learn that there are no hows,no what to dos,no solutions to these things that happened.You just got to accept that things are like that,things work this way for you,it's your life.Yes,it hurts to accept things as it is,but you got to stand back up,search for another way out.

I'm not saying that people should follow what i said.And even me,myself,hate it that we have to look at things this way.
But afterall,this is just what i've learnt.And i've choose to accept this.

2009-11-27T17:49:00.005+08:00

SHIFTED.

I may come back once in awhile.

Anyway,you guys may continue tagging on my tagboard.

2009-11-26T16:07:00.031+08:00

;Cause i'm definitely not one that can hold on for so long.

♥ krista

Plaza sing with krista to get some art stuffs from spot light.Okay,that was my first ever time stepping into plaza sing.Noob i know.But i really haven't been there before!

However,some said it was kinda boring there.Well,didn't really explore the place.Limited time!

Wisma to collect her drop-all-the-way-from-4th-level phone and then Ion to get batteries for her repaired phone.Could have reached sony center earlier but you wanna count the number of shops that tempt us in?haha.Like wth,holy lot okay!

Faustina called and ask me to watch paranormal activities just now.Hey,isn't it scary? I know i'll be able to survive it but i'll probably get a sore throat after it and maybe accompanied with some nightmares at night.I want my sweet dreams okay,faustina?! HAha.But i'll still consider and try mastering my courage.As you know,i suck at this.:DDD

2009-11-24T19:51:00.001+08:00

oh,before i forget.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!!

2009-11-24T18:26:00.030+08:00

2r2 bonding session

i think i'm gonna miss this class so so much.

2009-11-20T20:13:00.010+08:00

;When is it gonna come true,my dear?

7th november

Haha.yes,i know a super late post.Sorry,busy lah.Not much plans on my birthday so ended up having tuition like damn early and then accompany amanda to NAFA.Waited like damn long for her.Thanks arh.Proceeded to meet sherwin with amanda after that and went to shop around.

Thanks for the presents dudes!:DDDDDD

Ahhhhh...Thanks a million girls for the gift!

Atikah Goh for your purple hairband!And many others more!

YES,AND THANKS TO WHOEVER WHO WISHED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-11-14T20:50:00.005+08:00

;Dreams reminds you of poeple you thought extinct

Well,i think it's time for an update.

I am not sure if i am satisfied with the combinations i got.But I'm sure it will do me good somehow in future hopefully.Quite relieve to be in the same combination with much good friends.Although not all of us managed to get into it,we shall all remain as best of friends right??!!!

My weeks still going on quite well.

Not too much of indoors.Caught movies,some chill out and many shopping sprees these weeks..But,i think i really need training.I need to shed some fats i guess!

I'm so gonna hate this school for their so-not-well-planned schedule.So much of not winning any trophy's for the school when they cancelled so much of training sessions.Sometimes it just really gets me on my nerves.

Leaving for Malaysia early in the morning tomorrow.Pretty short trip this time.

Hoping for a longer trip to somewhere else nicer.

Still many things in mind to do for the rest of my holiday.

Ice-skating and sun-tanning must never be a miss.

Oh,and i promised to SWIM!

2009-11-03T18:13:00.004+08:00

;I want you and your beautiful soul

Town last Sunday with Amanda and her mum.

Manage to get quite a number of stuffs written on my so-called shopping list.

But looking into my wardrobe,it seems insufficient.

But i've been spending money like its free flow of water i realised.

I need a new earpiece!Mine just spoiled,damn it!Now I'm using the Nike ones which really sucks.

Felt like getting iluv ones,I'll probably get them sometime soon?

JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!!!

Just had a good laugh at those players.hhohohohohoho.

And a fun time with the girls just now.

You know i love you all as much as you love me:D

2009-10-30T22:46:00.005+08:00

;Cause the time has come for a holiday

Had my phone repaired with mum at Alexandra last Tues.Wasn't a big problem,just some parts screwed so i managed to get back my phone on the same day.Pretty lucky i didn't have to wait.i was almost dying using my spare phone for many consecutive months.

Report book issued back.Didn't did as bad as i expected.
Great Ngee Ann clean up wasn't as fun as last year and the class was bloody dirty.

Handed up my subject combinations but am unsure about where the school will appoint me to.

I hope it will be any of my first 3 choices.

Oh,and sleeping is important.Yes,i love sleeping!How i wished i could get knock out for days dude.

Reality:I get to sleep to 12pm everyday on now onwards!!!

2009-10-25T22:04:00.003+08:00

FLEA.FLY.FLO.FUN

Day out with atikah and rebecca on Saturday to home club.

Thought it will be better but unfortunately the stuffs selling there were all about the same as one another but managed to spent a little.

I just came back from expo.

There's this Malay wedding exhibition there.Pretty gowns all over the place.

I've always thought that Malay traditional clothing are beautiful.Needless to talk about their wedding gowns.But of course i wasn't there to attend this exhibition.Just wanted mum to drive us out to somewhere.

And today was suppose to be my eat-less day.Idk why?Maybe because i started my day out with light breakfast and no lunch.

Guess what?I just ate a full value meal from BK at 9.15pm .
Damn it.

2009-10-22T17:57:00.003+08:00

;Cause there's a stop to everything

This is breath-taking.

Truly amazing.

You can cry your ass out just by watching this.

But don't worry,your cheeks will last your tears for the whole movie.

The most hurting thing is that tsunami actually happened a few years back.

Imagine hundred thousands of families going through such circumstances.

Sacrificing their lives just to save their love ones,

Struggling to hold on just to save their last words.

not even having a chance to see their families before being swiped off.

The world is so unpredictable.

Treasure your love ones and if you got something in mind to do every time,just do it.

I can't love this movie less.

Seriously.

It really will reach out to your heart.Best movie of the year.

Go go go.Now go catch it!

2009-10-21T17:32:00.006+08:00

Omgg.Tuitionnn in an hour.MATHS.

Yes,just what i need now.TUITION.Pretty sure my grades are gonna turn out bad.

School was interesting.Not interesting.Interesting.Not interesting.Interesting.

Didn't really like the dance performance on contemporary dance today.It was alright but expected something more eye-catchy.Like you know.You will just stare at the dancers moves and not caring of the few idiots in front trying to catch my expressions when I'm concentrating on the performances,especially the guitar.

The last item of the day was good.GOOD.

But i suggest the school not to let us sit till our butts sore and legs numb.Damn.My legs were holy numb today.We are no robots!

Hope tmr's programmes will be better.And please let us move!!!

2009-10-19T14:42:00.004+08:00

Went out with mum ytd.Got enough of hair accessories before reb starts ranting about it.
Didn't manage to get a few stuffs for urgent need.Next week!I'm going out!

bags skirts dresses tops shorts leggings jeans

shoes flats slippers sneakers dance ice-skate

archery skating swimming tanning.

yadayadayadayada

Holidays.Whole lot of things to do.

Happy birthday dad!

You have to see things from a different perspective to stay alive.
More troubles brewing but i'm still as glad.

2009-10-15T16:25:00.003+08:00

500 days of summer.

I prefer the lady, Autumn actually.

It's was a sad story but not sad enough for me though.

But it was good.

EOY are over.Like finally.

No more mugging! F-R-E-E!

You see that smile on my face? :D

2009-10-09T17:01:00.002+08:00

I don't like it one bit when the teachers go

"This end of year examination will determine the outcome of your secondary two streaming."

Darn.This is stupid cause i know i haven't been working hard for my end of year.

Had chinese paper 1 and 2 today.

When i read the passage on not giving up no matter how many failures you faced,i was extremely sad.

Because i know i kinda gave up cause i was tired of doing it.

My mom told me that i was actually giving myself more stress instead of relieving stress when i kept telling myself i'm not going through this shit again.I'm just gonna study when i want to,when i feel like.

But i didn't really regret making that choice because the no stress feelings i've been feeling these days is really comfortable.But also i felt i let myself down.

This is absurb.

2009-10-03T18:00:00.003+08:00

;Ignorance is your best friend

BALLET SENSATIONS

"I've decided to take at least something from you.I'm gonna inherit that trait of yours."

I'm so stuck with Ignorance by Paramore.

This week is pretty good.Exams are nearing and I'm kinda excited.I want it to pass really fast.

Many are trying to put away their problems and troubles until the EOY is over.Gonna be busy whacking my head for solutions and lending ears after the exams too.Well,so much better than having to study anyway.

I decided that I'm not gonna care so much about grades anymore.It is not about the grades isn't it?

Stress mugging insomnia feelings for grades which nobody care or even being mock at?

Happy no stress good sleep sweet dreams everyday and night.

I would rather spent time helping people than studying when there's a need to.It's like an exchange.An exchange worth changing.

Cause i felt so much happier each time i solve something or just playing a part in something.

We are suppose to live each day happily.

Agree?

2009-09-25T17:25:00.005+08:00

Remorseful

This week is insane and stressful! Pretty screwed up.The stress I'm experiencing didn't let me off this week.But I'm so glad we are reaching the end of the week soon.
Words i heard and said really didn't went through my inferior brain.
And i hope i'll behave better next week.
I promise i will.
And i'm really sorry.

Right.i need a breather.

I'm suppose to have a busy day tmr.Sooo i decided to sort out my schedule.

I couldn't go to flea.fly.flo.fun with Krista and Faustina.Saddd.

Tuition is a must to go.

My tuition teacher promised to imprison me there for hours.

It spells I'M DEAD.

Suppose to go for Hari Raya visiting evening which I'm not sure whether i should.

Have to rush off to celebrate my grandfather's birthday after that.

Will probably reach home at 12+ am or later.

Lastly,

I CAN'T POSSIBLY MISS BALLET SENSATIONS(!!!),

which clashes with my grandfather's celebration.

If not,i might have to take MRT alone to Ajunied to attend it after the performance.

Hopefully,I'll decide everything by tonight.

2009-09-23T17:53:00.002+08:00

;Kidnap me please
Will be having tuition in like a one hour time.I'm feeling so lazy seriously.
This week is really insane for me.
I don't seem to be able to finish all my task assigned to me especially those counted in SA2.
Plus,I'm stuck with my revision.I don't know how to continue or even start.
I'm in a state of unproductive-ness which is seriously nerve-wracking.
Insomnia came looking for me again.

2009-09-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

Had been long since we took a shot.Really.

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY CHARLENE OHOHOH!

I owe you a celebration.We will have it after the exams,i promise!:DDD
And i know you are almost going mad missing me.HAHAHAHAHA.
I'll agree with every date you request during the nov/dec holidays!
Not kidding kay?!!

2009-09-17T19:00:00.004+08:00

;Cause i think I'm not balancing it anymore

I've got a swollen left eye.It bloody hurts even when i blink.

Seriously.

I went to apply the eye droplet bottle of thing but it didn't help much i guess.

Oh oh oh,and today i got

SUPER HOLY AWESOME NICE presents for someone.

And it made me sooooo jealous!

Cause they are so NOT for me when i was the one who chose them.

I'm too kind:D

But its so not nice to me.

LOL.

But I'm gonna get good stuffs too!

I promise.

Can't bear to let myself down.

hhahhhahhahaha.

I've got so much of CRAP and wishful thinking.

2009-09-12T20:40:00.014+08:00

Hoho.i know you will loveeeee this picture above :D

hey baby,thanks for the accompany.I was just feeling horribly bored at home today.And sorry for not bringing many study materials which resulted in me not doing any of my hws and you not able to study cause i keep flashing my camera out.hahahhahah.

ILY kay?I know you gonna say you love me too.

C will be jealous shit :D

2009-09-08T18:45:00.014+08:00

;Whatever will be,will be

2009-09-05T16:02:00.006+08:00

I didn't really like reading books.But faustina happened to borrow this book from her friend so she lent me to read it in class.

Iwas hooked on this book during the last period on friday during the release of result slips.

Unfilial kid.Cancer.No cure.Hospice.Fight for Survival.

What if you overlooked what your mother had sacrificed to bring you up?

Almost every page i read brought me to tears.

2009-09-04T23:54:00.010+08:00

Im not feeling comfortable.

I don't study so much for my sake anymore.

I study for you.Because you asked me to.

I know that you ain't coming back anymore but they were your last words.

If i tell them,they will say i'm silly

but they don't know how much what happened affected me.Nobody knows. And they wasn't so happy for me when they saw the slips.

Seeing their reactions really made me realised that those weren't good,those weren't what they wanted.

All i need is for you to tell me if it's good enough.

For you to tell me you are proud for me.

But how are you going to do that?

I pray everynight that you appear in my dreams.

2009-08-27T20:20:00.002+08:00

;Cause it's a principal kind of thing

Quite a few things to share but i think i needa take time to piece out my thoughts without losing my train of thoughts.

Well,the week have been pretty slack for me.No training sessions,not much of hw and revision lately.Atikah Goh was so nice to accompany me to study during my exhausting exam period so now I'm repaying her:D I studied with her through the week for her prelims.Sometimes i think all i need are just friends friends friends and friends.Yes,I have little close friends but super awesome ones.

You know...

How it feels like when you really wanna help a good friend (not very very close though but he/she just treats you nice)through his difficult times but you just don't know how despite thinking really hard?

Its like you were not given a chance or you just can't think of any better ways too because you don't know whats really happening.

All you know is that he's affected but he just don't show it.You know he's strong,he will pull through it but all you can do is to pray and wish the very best for him .

I feel really lousy.

2009-08-23T16:32:00.002+08:00

;For that favour you did me,really saved me

Finally,i get to blog a proper post.
Absolutely glad that CTs are over.Time to get rid off eye bags.Me and Krista were like showing each other our eye bags in the canteen the other day.

CTs were killers,i ought to take a long break from books but another week is drawing to an end.That means my break is over.Sad case right.Well,I'm not really confident that I'll do well this time.I know I'm gonna suffer this disappointment again.But whatever it is,I've been telling myself to treat it as a stepping stone.Something I'm so new to,like starting all over again.That might calm me better.

I'm still not allowed to go out,i wonder why.Somehow,I'm still feeling rather stress up.I know CTs are over but i feel an urgent need to start revising for EOY.Even spending a little time blogging right now feels long.Plus,my parents were complaining that i didn't study.I felt my face turn hot when they stopped me from going out and asking me to go and study with that annoying face but i didn't want to argue.Seriously,give me a break please.

Perhaps i will only get back to my peaceful life,away from all these after the eoy.Imagine.
That enough could really make me go bonkers.
But i really appreciate everything that is in store for me now.Cause i was done a really big favour.And that enough had made me stand up to every obstacle that comes my way.

2009-08-22T09:32:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAHA!!!
&
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY REBECCA!!!

Awesome friends you two are.I promise!

2009-08-14T17:58:00.017+08:00

;Birthday party

Click picture to enlarge

2009-08-10T14:19:00.003+08:00

Last night was crazy,mad,wild.
I was drunk in happiness.Im able to do whatever i want regardless of my surroundings.Im able to be who i am.Im finally able to smile,laugh because of happiness.They were all real.I almost cried for myself.

Although i really hope i can be more of what i am last night,but i shouldn't.
People will start calling me bitch,slut or whatsoever.

So stop,that will be just a night.Im going back to whom you all know me as.
I still want my marks.I need to settle down to study.

Anyway,I just want to say I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS damn much.Really.

And i hope Rebecca loves the balloons and album.More to come!
Krista,i feel really happy for you of what happened ytd :DD
Carolyn,no matter what happens,you still have us!

2009-07-30T20:17:00.002+08:00

Played so much of a listener role today.
It's sad to here people talk about their sad life.
Heard a number of problems from this person which is happening in his life now for quite a long period of time.The problems that i would never want to have it in my life again.Its hell,i think that was the darkest period ever.

It upsets me to hear it...happening in someone else life.I wondered how he survive through.
It is way worst then mine with many other problems.

Sometimes you wonder why you start ranting your thoughts to someone when you intended not to.
How about having no one to hear you out even when you really needed one?
I am glad i always have someone to listen to my rants.But not everybody do.
And this particular person doesn't,cause nobody ever want to put their judgements of him aside and listen to him.
He has a goal and a reason of coming to this school so much similar to mine.
Not so much of studies,friends,team and family.
How bad,how idiotic,how stupid can a person be when he has a goal,when he know what he is doing?Isn't he already so much better than those who doesn't have one?

When you have no one to listen to you,you adapt the habit of keeping things to yourself.And even when a person appear and offer a listening ear,you wouldn't say much.
But his goal and reason is way to similar to mine that i got what he meant completely.

2009-07-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

;I find no purpose

I never got my smiles ready other than facing the cameras

2009-07-23T15:41:00.017+08:00

;Cause i don't live in a cave

BUTS

Lesbians,you think so?

hoho

Training and 2.4km run really left me with lots of muscle aches.

Both my thighs,the upper and lower right arm and even my butt!
How am i suppose to go training tmr?

Can't even walk properly.

But I'm glad of my 2.4km results.Hard work paid off!

So now who cares about muscle aches right?:DD

2009-07-18T18:50:00.005+08:00

Brilliant.
It made me hesitate if they are humans or angels.

2009-07-13T15:58:00.003+08:00

;Cause i know there's no true colours to show

Sorry but I'm feeling rather tired and uninspired these days.

I need some motivation.Something to keep me looking forward to tomorrow.

Now I'm just waiting for days to pass by me.

I wanna be left alone somehow.

2009-07-10T20:22:00.025+08:00

;Major breakdown

AYG table tennis semi-finals was A-W-E-S-O-M-EEEEEEEEE!

Hohoho.i got rebecca to go with me cause Atikah Goh Si Man was not free.

Hahah.like weird sia.Rebecca?Table tennis?Sitting there watching it with me?

I think it's gonna bored her out.hahahaha.Surprisingly not!
hahaha.She enjoyed it kay!

But she anti-china people!Wah lau!!So she cheered for all the teams there that is against china.

lol.How can liddat?! hahahha..So we were like having alternate clapping.

But China people owned like crazy kayyy.

They are real gooooooooooooooooood.Highest of the highest.hoho

2009-06-30T15:36:00.006+08:00

;You don't wear my cuffs

Finally met my Swedish cousin.Havent met her before i think?Can't remember.

Shes a friendly and generous Swedish lady.And she love singapore a hell lot!
My uncle say her main objective of coming to singapore is to find a Singaporean husband,so she can migrate to singapore.lol lol lol.But i dont know whether its true.hahahaha.

Anyone?
And she is actually very very pretty.Serious!
She go tanning like everyday back in Sweden!Her skin tan is really nice.Like reddish-brown!

C-O-O-L lah.

Food were quite good,lots of variety.I ate till my stomach was almost exploding and we left without finishing it quite a lot.hahahaha.

This puff below and another plate of sandwiches were not included in the menu.It is made specially by Chef Winnie.
It taste really good okay!I think i ate this most,cause it's placed nearest to me!
Muahahahhaaha.

2009-06-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

Deleted Facebook.Now at Twitter and Myspace!

Follow me on Twitter?

Add me up on Myspace cause my friends list have been empty for days!
Which means i wrote nice stuffs or shit also no one cares.
So add me kay????

Thanks:D

2009-06-27T11:40:00.002+08:00

;Accomplishment

Taking a break from home works and so i decided to keep this blog moving.I guess everyone spent to much time in the hols procrastinating and so many are rushing through their works now.
Well,i'm left with some science tasks and a chinese project which i'm not very sure if we will be able to complete.But i can't be bothered anymore,so let's just see when will we be able to complete it.But i still feel accomplish much! hoho.

Went white sands library with Atikah on wednesday.
And i've learnt the safe and unsafe period of the menstrual cycle for sex.haha.Thanks to atikah asking help from the lady at the pharmacy in guardian.The scene was kinda stupid and awkward at first.hoho.

I asked my brother stupid questions last night.haha.
Questions like:

Do you think it's a good thing to lose one's memory?She/he can lead her life again,forgetting everything that happened and everyone.Good uh?
What is maturity?Why sometimes an older aged person is less mature than the younger one?
Why are people not created with only good traits?Wouldn't the world be much better?
Do you think everyone should know when is he/her dying?They would live everyday more meaningfully right?

haah.I spam him with weird questions that he fell asleep.But all his answers were all against what i think.lol.Although i fight my point but i think I'm wrong.lol.Stupid!Should have spent more time sleeping lah!

2009-06-20T15:35:00.002+08:00

;Potential

Dinner yesterday at some tamp area with guy's coach and team mates were great.
Had small talks over dinner.Had a really long time deciding where to go after dinner.Like more than 1 hour can.Wth.

So decided to head over to tamp safra for pool.But at last,there wasn't any table available.All booked.Ya,so they blamed me for coming out with the idea of going tamp safra.Thanks a lot!
haa.So left for the bus stop after awhile and see who's bus comes first.lol.Then mine arrived first..Losers! hoho.

2009-06-18T14:32:00.005+08:00

;Adjustments
Haven't been updating frequently these days.
1 week and 3 days more to school re-open.Fast isn't it?Now I'm looking forward to Nov-Dec holidays.

Caught Drag me to hell with Carolyn,Wei xian,Aaron,Jun wen and Zong zhan last Friday.I was sitting at the corner and could hear myself screaming for a few seconds of the horror parts of the movie.The horror parts were quite predictable.Carolyn was laughing at me when she heard me swear with my almost dying voice when i know the scary woman will be coming out to scare the hell out of me anytime.lol.

Table tennis girls chalet turns out fine on Monday.We didn't do much things but time pass by fast enough.Heart talks at one of the resting areas at downtown east.

Well,who doesn't go through that right?That's what life is about isn't it?
You need some thrillers and some really hell crazy emotional rides sometimes.Maybe i haven't gone through such life-killing rides yet.But how long can it last?You will get it over.It's just a passing cloud whizzing over your head.Cheer-up dear.

Wed,jumped out of bed and walked the fastest i could to get my ass on one of the chairs at my tutor house cause i was 1 hour late despite sleeping the earliest i could which was 12am.And so i had to stay longer than usual but still i enjoyed it much.
Spent almost my whole day with Joey.Tmall after tuition for lunch and some shopping.Went home after that and took a nap.I think i need some adjustment on my soul-leaving-for-dreamy-land moments.Searched almost the whole estate for her because i didn't bring my phone down.Stupid,phone is such a necessity and i left it at home.Managed to find her and hang out awhile before going home at 730pm.

2009-06-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

;Count me out

heyhoooo,i just came back from training at RP with Ck,Ck's brother,Chengen,Clement,Ting chieh and Hidayah.Atikah goh was suppose to go with me but she flew to turkey already so no choice i called Hidayah along:D Kranji Secondary table tennis girls were there too,played with them and win all!Woooooo...i like happy now.hahahhahaha.

Stupid ting chieh,super irritating.Clement,Chengen and Ck's brother like kids sia..hahhahaha.Their jokes damn retarded lah.Loads of rubbish jokes while we walk to the MRT station but it was really funnnyyyyy.We went Pastamania for lunch.They were like desperately searching for the place like finding treasure while we walked behind slowly.Tiredddd.
I think the most poor thing one around us is CK.hahhahaha.Being the oldest there,he kept letting in to the younger ones.

We were deciding to go Katong or siglap after lunch.Clement wants to go play lan badlyy.
In the end,all went home.hhahhahah.Jokersss.

Lol.Mr Fong came out with this workout during the last training session.
The guy's team have to keep the tables,barriers and nets after the session in 7 mins,if not have to do PT.Although i have to help but slack quite a lot.lol.
Finished on the 8th min so had to do PT.
Being in the boy's team with Atikah,we have to do also...But we just ran 5 rounds around the hall and skipped the push ups..hahahhahah.Damn slack i swear..

hohohohohohoho.The guy's team I'm in is so much more united and more like a team.
Just that we have to do some of what the guys do but it's gooooooood training.
Don't you think so?